I can't stop trembling from disbelieve. My whole body is literally shaking right now, straight after checking my email. God has blessed me with an opportunity I never thought I would get, or even deserve. More than anything, I feel humble and scared and frightened. Strong and constant is God's love for me. He takes such good care of me, that I am in awe of the way in which He works. I don't deserve His kindness, not one bit.